I just hate myself so much
I hate every inch of my body
And i hate my mind
I hate that i think so much
And that i think so little
I hate the way i make others feel
And i hate that i hate myself
I hate that no one notices
Because i laugh so much
But it hurts so much all the time
I cant even tell my best friend how i feel because i have such bad guilt problems that i can’t let her worry
No one notices how cut up my arms are
Or how small i feel
Im just so insignificant and so worthless
And i thought this feeling was gone
But i just
I cant anymore
please stop being cute it makes my heart sad because i can’t nap with you
(via tea-ears)